Saturday, July 28, 2012

Simplicity


A ghost rises from a
Cup of coffee
Across the table
Where you
Sit.

Shadows hug the golden warmth
Of the sunlight licking
your skin;
Dust motes filtering through the
Air.

A basket before us.

“Baguette”, you say
Breaking the portion into two
Steam rising from the crevice.

The halves are gone
In a crackling of buttered fluff.

My turn:
Another piece of bread;
I turn it over in my hands.
“Ciabatta”
You nod. “Hmm.”
This time we dip our knives
Into a ruby red jam.
It catches the light
Glinting back at our knives
In a knowing wink.

Your turn:
The smell tells you
“Cumin”.
I make a slight face, but my half
Is gone as quickly as the previous
Two.

If I opened a book
The words might escape into the air
Following the aroma of coffee beans
Into the still-sleeping minds
Of those who come here
Hoping the sun might

Drown the words of the night before
And warm their faces
With the
Promise of a good coffee;
Nothing more
Nothing less.

“Sun-dried tomato?”
I watch you over the edge of my coffee cup
As you nibble absently on the crust
Slumped against the window.
Your mind is gone from here.

Perhaps I ought to sketch the waitress.

The bill arrives.
The curtains wave us goodbye.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Iri-descent

Iri-descent
A lethargic frame makes her way down the stairs. A long way down, but nothing would prove long enough to challenge her. Even her bones had survived her for the last eight decades, albeit a couple of sprains in her younger days, days no longer glorious, but remain a blurry memory.
But while she descended this, the onset of rheumatism pointed out to her rather rudely-- even eternity will have an end.
A few gazes fell upon her. Whether it was due to her being a human road block, or wondering if she needed help, she would never know. She observed the soulless bodies trudging forward; they had neither a sense of purpose nor conviction. She missed the days when people would help each other readily -- they were long gone. Introduction of moral education, leadership lessons, whatever the Ministry and schools are doing; one would have thought, or at least hoped, that it would make a difference.
Or maybe, just maybe, displacement has been mistaken for achievement by those Ministry fellows.
Not just them; but society as a whole.
Her slippers were strewn over the stairs, marking her descent down.
A flash of a face, though familiar, yet distant. It was a man, with much resemblance of his younger self, but now with a face that has learnt not to trust. A side-glance to the old lady struggling down the steps, a hesitation on whether she needed help. That instant of giving in to his past self. Then a resolve; hurrying off to his destination, even if he did lose it long ago. Someone else will help her if she needs it, he assured himself. They all did.
A descent not counted successful by many, but at least she made it down.
As she leafed through pages in her memory, she finally recalled. A sudden scene crept into her mind. It was her, about forty odd years ago; in a classroom as an English teacher, analyzing a short piece. She introduced the term “diffused responsibility”. The class she taught was vibrant and cheery. Especially a boy who did not understand how this term could ever exist; residing and thoroughly hypnotized in his utopia.
She was lying in a pool of her own blood.
In this enclosure formed by a mob, all air and light fade, highlighting an onlooker. The dark silhouette of a future once bright.
He had forgotten.

Against Inevitability

Steam escapes as a lid is lifted from its pot. A quick sniff, and then satisfied clink of the lid coming back down to seal the ghosts that threaten to whisk away to where we cannot follow. A father wipes his hands on an apron, noticing erratic click-clacking of wooden blocks, their brethren scattered around his two children. Maybe Katie will be an architect, he thinks, eyeing the blocks meticulously stacked to ensure the maximum stability achievable by her 6 year old hands. His son pretends the blocks are planes, propellers sabotaged. He hurls them downwards, shrieking in glee at the din they make, clattering harshly to the floor. Timmy is no architect.

The front door is opened with the fumbled turn of a key, and wearily closes itself behind a mother wearier still. She falters in the doorway, trying to compose herself before her children notice her. Her husband rushes to embrace her fiercely; protectively. I’m so sorry honey; I heard about Margaret. It’s okay, we’ll face this together, it’ll be alright, Ellie. It’ll all be alright… He notes her puffy eyes, sore and ringed with red. She crumbles in his arms, eyes closed, the corners of her open mouth wrenched downward in silent hysteria.

Somehow she eventually opens her eyes to find herself seated at the dining table. Her husband brings the food out, tries for a sheepish grin, and reveals his latest masterpiece. “Wow!” Katie stares in wide-eyed wonder at the painstaking presentation of the food, picking up a little rabbit carefully fashioned out of carrot slices. In between bites, Timmy pipes up: “Daddy, why do you make dinner so pretty if it’s all going to end up in our tummies?” His father laughs, “Would you rather I didn’t?” Ellie shakes her head vigorously, managing a giggle.

The table is set for four. The fifth portion of food remains in the serving dish. Katie eyes it, puzzled. “Didn’t you invite that nice lady from last time?” Her mother’s face creases back into its previous anguish. The father hastily conjures a vague reply to satisfy his daughter.

The children retreat to the living room, resuming their building. “Mommy, come look! Come and –“ A deafening crash. “You did that on purpose!” Katie wails mournfully. Timmy comforts her, “No, it’s all good fun, see? You try!” He urges her to destroy his own block tower. She does so, and finds herself repeating the process with glee.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Issue

Trust is an
Issue. Yet it cannot be


Issued out. Truth is


Subjective. One


Subject to the truth of
Another, could find it so very
False. The lines between right and


Wrong are so
Blurred. Yet people seem to


Know exactly when something is
Wrong and when something is
Right. Is there a


Truth to rule them
All? A truth that is always


True? Everyone is always so


Suspicious about the
Truth behind this and the
Truth behind that. What


If there is no truth? What


If all we hold to be
True are just figments of
Our imagination? In a very


True sense, this is how things
Are, is it not? Is what we


See, hear, touch, smell and taste
True? With all this, my


Trust is broken. Is it truly


Broken though? Perhaps


That is not an
Issue.




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Sorry about the spacing in the previous post. The iPad really screws things up.

Smouldering Eyes

Not a city of the mild
All forward shouldering
Yet denying any wild
Accusations of smouldering

Eyes on those faces
All those faces, staring
Down corners of all places
No care, too much caring

Flitting left and right
Those eyes go, seeking
Other flitting flights
Perhaps some danger peeking

Around that corner there
Not yet, not yet
Not yet not unaware
In themselves the threat

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Sorry about the spacing in the previous post. The iPad really screws things up.

Diary Of A Madman - By the Cynic, Idealist, and ... Lemming.

Day 28.53:
GAAAAAAHHHH. Look, I can baaaa too. It has been 28.53 days since they have taken me in and worshipped me as a god. I CAN BAA BETTER THAN ANY OF YOU.



Day 31.01:
The sky is blue, the sky is a field of sheep, the sky is made of dyed watermelons. It's getting colder. So warm... I demand that my herd sacrifice a watermelon foetus to me.



Day 15.70:
I am a blooming penguin flower, in strawberry fields forever. I am the walrus' grandfather yesterday.



Day 3.142:
I am the watermelon sheep god and everything is pi, except for pi.



Day 3.141592653589793:
Pi pleases penguins performing parodies pouting pansies.



Day 4.452679:
I am not insane. I am merely the epitome of greatness and sheepish godliness.

Friday, July 20, 2012

A tissue in the wind

I
Flutter in the wind
Released from a wrinkled hand
A drifting whitish strand
Finally flying free

The playful breeze nudges
Me as I swim down
Trying the butterfly stroke
In the currents of the air
Kicking hard desperately,
Almost in despair

But then the wind takes me along
To the unknown floor below
It says that I've done enough
To the next stage we'll go

Within the webs of leaves
The luscious trees
Visiting the crows that perch within
Wearing a coat so gaunt and lean

The branches of a thousand sorts
Prod me from all angles as I fall
The accelerated descent
Ruffles me wary
Of the pricks and tears in my skin

Well,
But off I go
No more brooding about that
Unappetizing experience.

Spreading out my wings
Like a parachute
I ponder on
For the reason why
The hand that threw me out
Could have thrown me into the rubbish chute
Did he think of this
Of letting me fly free?

As I float down
Blending in with the wind
Not really so
As one notices this unsightly rubbish
Floating out near her balcony,
When she finally took time
To appreciate the scenery.

And a couple of children playing
The very game
As I venture to the ground
Of a block of Lego

On and on
Till the second floor
An elderly man contemplating
At the window
In a swift motion
As if saving me from
My happy trip to death
He lifts a cane out
And I land
With my wings spread out on it.

He looks at me with quizzical wonder
Then shakes his head
In a disapproving nature
Wandering over to his bin
Then depositing me in.

Now surrounded by other trash,
My probable new score of friends,
In this squeeze of a chamber
I feel a sense of
Warmth and protection.
Nothing else would ever happen
Only the expected.

And as I dwell in my new abode
Of which I was to call home
Reminiscing
Of the adventure I had

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I have no idea what this means, but I suddenly had this idea when some random tissue paper was floating by my window O.O

A Letter To Myself

Settled into an armchair
With a whispering cup of tea
And a biscuit-bearing saucer,
I write this letter to me.

I know that life has not – will not –
Turned out the way you would like.
But maybe life knows better than we,
On this map-less, hapless, hike.

I’ll tell you now it’s awful stuff;
It’s uphill all the way.
But you’ll never lose yourself, even
Though you’re sure you’re astray.

It’s impossible to lose your way
If you know not where you’re bound.
Perhaps it’s dangerous not to know,
But luck is always spread around

Well enough over the journey
To ensure you’re not worse off
Than more life knows you can handle
Until you reach the top.

So when you’re ditched and stranded
In a valley of  hurt or doubt,
Remember to keep on going, because
You’ll always get out, somehow.

They’ll tell you you’re not good enough,
That you’re going the wrong way.
Keep this advice with you always:
They’re RIGHT. But you see, it’s OKAY.

Because if you keep moving,
You’re always headed up.
And that’s where we’re all going
Anyway, so take things with a cup

Of tea and keep your head about
Your shoulders if you can.
So when they say they’ve reached there first,
You can say you’ve seen all that you can.

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Okay I know it's cheesy and so unlikely of me to have written this. I don't know why I wrote it, actually. Ironically, when it was in my head, it was a very self-depreciating poem, meant to be depressing. But when I tried to type it out, my brain derped and had other ideas O_O Have you ever had this happen to you before? I swear, I just wrote continuously without thinking, and this is what came out. But looking at this poem... I should really take my own advice.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Digging Deeper

To shovel and spade through
The gravel and dirt
Of what forms the Earth
What will we discover?

A sinew of cables
Endless in nature
Infestation of networks
Replacing us souls?

Or
The bustling tunnels
Parasitic in nature
Hollowing earth out
Like lumbering louts

To keep foraging through
Would we uncover
The surface
A revelation
Thereby exposing,
The Earth's heavy heart
It's past plights
To the unfeeling light?

We might unearth
The roots and bones
Of a thousand years
Tracing the lines right down
To the end, but
What for?

And if we ever venture depth
Is it but a desperate redress
Or, a shielded repress?

For our minds are veined and stretched
But never,
Never to reach the Core

What reason would one need
To be tired of Surface;
And the choking lack of air
When venturing higher.
Thus methodically moving
In opposite currents
To discover soil
And the richness of it

To dig deeper
Need we have torch lights?

The scorching Core
And the jewels embedded
Which will shine us through?

To dig deeper...
What then,
Will one
Recover?